January 13th

1/13/08
I was so close to doing it. I’m so sad, my heart hurts. She said you can’t buy friendship and I almost burst into tears. What am I doing. I want to die. There. I’m drowning, someone, anyone help me. I’m so far gone I’m not even sure you could. I’ve lost all my friends. They were never friends, but it was okay. I hate myself for what I’ve become.