May 6th

5/6/08
Still not dead. I am so tired. I have no idea what’s going on anymore. It’s so close to the end of the year and all I can think about is how sad it’s going to be to not have any friends anymore. They’re all seniors and it makes me feel weak. I wish I was a senior or something; I have no relationship with current sophomores. I know it sounds babyish to be thinking this but it’s all I can do right now. My appearance is not changing. The only thing that is truly wrong with me right now is all over me. I can’t change it and I fucking hate what I’ve become. Thanks “god.”